Solitude

Watching the crimson sunset,
I realize another day has passed,
Adding just another speck,
In the blur of memories,

Strolling back to my abode,
Dragging my leaden feet,
I shudder in the cold breeze,
Mocking my states of misery,

Walking through the carved door,
Erie silence greets me,
My eyes wander upon the wall,
Staring back was a shade of my younger self

Running relentlessly behind his goals,
Realizing somewhere along the ways,
That there was no reason to succeed,
Without having somewhere to share it

This solitude has awakened me,
Making me realize,
The value of the person,
Whom you had evaded

This feeling of abeyance,
Is making me uneasy,
With out any to hold my hand,
I am lost in the blackness

I see a glimmer at a distance,
Giving me another chance,
To give my life a meaning,
But I must first let go……